March 18, 2010

  • In these tough economic times there are aspects of humanity which are surprisingly unaffected. With an opening sentence like that I'd expect to go off into some existential joy ride... but instead I feel more like complaining about my own actions. Even though I feel the added strain of the weakened economy it still doesn't change the fact that I am completely mooching off of the government's money without a clear purpose or sense of direction. I've been in school out here since 2005 and I'm still undecided as to what my major should be despite having declared it as English last semester. I had a talk with the Japanese advisor today who told me that it probably wouldn't be any faster to switch at this point... I'm not sure what I was expecting to hear but I guess I'm searching for the easier way out of school at this point what with all these essays I'm having to contend with. This uncertainty is not a fun emotion but for right now I just have to pick a path and go down it. Why isn't there a strategy guide for life? Well, back to the essays I suppose -- my headache and I will write some more in a few days. Till next time, PEACE~!